the harmonious notes of life

I have discovered - I'm not a happy person anymore. I used to be. People used to get along well with me, but.. now. Eh. I'd say I don't really care, but that'd be a lie. I'd say that's just how life has dealt the hand to me, but again, that'd be a lie. Perhaps I rely far too much on others around me and not enough on myself. That pretty much makes sense, though, because I rarely find worth in myself.

Maybe all of this is just because I have too high of expectations on people in general, especially those I dare call friends. Eh. Enough random ramblings. I have dinner to make.